scary world

i think that we are living on the final years of the earth now. you know what i mean. doomsday? its scary you know. people have been talking about all kinds of things. i mean, talk about influenza A H1N1. its spreading very quickly. even here, in my country. and in my place. sheesh. for now, there is no cure. only we humans can fight the virus. you know, just like any of other viruses. white blood cells and yada yada. but, i am sure its very hard to fight the virus. ive been told that maybe it will be the last virus that will set on earth. and after that? hm. people have been saying that the world will end on 2012. its very near. this just like in the movie, 'i am legend'. the story sets in 2009-2012. and it talks about a doctor fighting viruses. and....it is happening right now. all of the scientist are fighting to find cures. and no one managed to do right now. all we have to do is..stay alive. i have lots of sins to burn, and i am afraid that its too late for me to repent. ive been hearing too much news around the world. and its scares the hell out of me. i am trying to be in my best behaviour everyday. i want to pray 5 times a day and dont fight with my parents. i want to do good deeds. wow..i cannot believe that this is happening right now. and god is almighty. he gaved us a clue in the religion of islam to not eat pigs. and, this is what happens people. pig has a lot of bacteria, and still people eat it. disgusting. now i know that every little things outcome to be true. its happening. i dont know where to run now. why does it have to happen this year? 2009? i mean.....during spm year? too much pressure. i hope that i wont get that disease. lets just all pray together and hold our hands.

okay, enough with the scary tale. lets just hope that everything will be undercontrol and please! someone find the cure and a key to kill this stupid virus. darn pigs. (yeah right)

hm, so not so much things going on with my life. just that i failed my bm. and pfft, that means i have failed everything. i also failed my add maths and chemistry. its not fair. i soooo envy my classmate, zaki. the teacher loves him. and even his academics. oh how i wish i can be smart like him! he is just way smart. i even envy him for the teachers to be putting his name on the list of "targets in spm 2009". the teachers target him to get 9a's. and that is soo sad. i mean, the teachers have faith in him, but not with us. he is so lucky. can we switch brain please? but i admire his skills and how he study. haha. oh wow. he is just so.........lucky. thats him. and boy im not.

i wonder if people are still contacting me or not.

so thats pretty it, till then....and i mean...if.