I want to start fresh!

Hey there again, yeah its me. Okay. This year has been a loooooonnngggg year. interesting and i have learned so many things from my mistakes. i met new people and they are my best friends now! yeah, cool.
All of the sudden i have these flashbacks:
Amariah: when i first talked to amariah and she was in rush. not to forget, she was fresh. no fringe and just ordinary girl from sarawak. i realized that she gets emo alot like two weeks later. and fought with wawa, ALOT haha. And i love the times when we laughed till we cant laugh anymore, that was the best part aite? and i love it when we always share like everything, good times ay amariah. we fought yeah, but its okay, we are still strong though! right?! i love you
iera: I remembered the times when i got to know iera. yeah i thought she was incredible, and she is still! she has helped me through everything, and she gave me strength to always be patient-its what i do best, but not for long though. yeah, ive been friends with her since i was in form 2. we fought, yeah like times. and it was a lil funny when i thought about it again. But now we became more mature. she was always there when i needed her, and she knows when i had a problem, very observant iera. a very good listener
wawa: gosh, i miss her so much right now. this year has been bizzare with wawa. mmg tak sah la kalau tk gado ngn wawa. hahaha. we fought nicely, but sometimes. yeah. you get it. friendship problems. but i am so glad that we have came this far. wawa is a good listener though.
akmal: wow, what a year right? ive been through so many things with this guy. haha. yeap. he is very nice, a very good listener. and..what not. i am sure he will find a nice girl in his life one day. go akmal :)

oky, i cant really be bothered to type all of my flashbacks. hahaha. but i love all of you though.
so what do you think the year 2009 will be like? i want to have a nice year. so heres the list of my new years resolution:

1. Definately to get good result in my exams, test and ofcourse SPM (although i am not quite sure if i can do it)
2. To be a better person, a good daughter, friend and who knows girl friend (i am just joking on the last one)
3. cut down my weight!
4. focus on the right and important things, like studies?
5. Spend more time with family and friends (esp with iera, amariah and wawa)
6. get organized
7. i want to learn something new
8. Make mama and papa proud of me
9. after the whole SPM thingy, i want someone, but who i dont know. edward cullen or chric brown maybe. haha
10. Be myself.

So that is it. my new years resolution. i hope i can tick of all of them easily. haha. it has been soo cool this year and i am looking forward for next year. things are getting better and better with my parents. my dad found a job, my mum and i has been fine, really hoping that amariah will be there more for me.

too much pain that has been causing me this year, from  my parents, to siblings, boys and to friends. all taught me a lesson for the future though, and although i've wished something mean, i didnt mean it though. god, please erase my wish. But i wish for everything will be better for the next year and hoping it will be fantastic.

-Elissa <3