bad luck

last 2 days my family and i went to port dickson. we stayed at aviillion hotel for 2 nights. i had another loss. my phone. someone stole it yesterday. well, it was kind of my fault for bringing it and leaving it. i was swimming only for aboyt 5 mins. then. after that, i looked into my plastic bag full with shampoo and towel, it wasnt there. i searched for it everywhere. i am sooo stupid. how can i not see it coming! sheesh. i love that phone so much. i dont know why. its the first real phone that i really love. and now..its gone. just like that. because im so careless! :( im stupid...stupid!

cant stop thinking about the phone. i lost my baby. :( no matter how many times ive dropped it, i still love it. now its gone. its all gone! i dont have any phone. and i bet mama and papa wont buy me a new one! i blew it! i blew everything. its just..not my luck. i have no luck :( im a cluts. a jinx. clumsy and careless! everything! how can i be more stupid! im stupid im stupid im stupid! i never thought that i will ever lose it! but i did. and..i will never see it ever again. thanks to the thief! gosh, if i can get my hand on him! ugh! why are people soooo fucking cruel! if i found a phone, i'll try to return it to someone. but apparently, he is not nice. god will punish you here me?! ugh. no matter how hard i cried, i wont get it back. itll never come back! never...

STUPID! lisa youre soooooooo stupiddd okkkaaaayyyyy?!?!?!?!??!?!?! stupid is who you are.