anger of embarassment

i was going to seat in the girls section. but the teachers told me to go to the boys section because its full. so, i did. i saved seats for my two dear "best friends" just like how they told me too. i cant reply their text because i didnt have credit. so i just did what they told me to do. i wait. waiting for them to come. and i am surrounded by boys in front of me. the girls beside me couldnt care less. i did my work. wait..waiting and waiting. the boys asked me why am i all alone? where are all my friends? why am i alone?..then. i recieved a text from them that they dont want to enter the dewan. i was so angry. i saved seats..to invisible people. and im dying of embarassment sitting alone. mok asked me am i alright and everything. and i swear to god that i wanted to cry. he kept saying "kesian kau" and i was like. uggh! he wanted me to smile and everything. but i cant. dont you think is pretty stupid sitting alone when youre saving seat for people and they dont show up? when they can?

i was so angry at them, i entered the class. and i tell them how i feel. i walked out of the class, and there he is. akmal. he followed me everywhere when i told him to leave me alone. i called my mum, but she wont pick her phone up. i was so angry at that point. and akmal wont stop following me everywhere. so he finally gave up after i said something bad. at that point i really want to go home. i dont want to face them anymore. this is the second time they did this to me. and i am not going there anymore. i kept walking and walking when my heart says to stay. i have two choices at that time. whether i'll buy myself rm10 credit, or just go straight until you find a taxi to get myself home. but..i dont know why, i went straight. i kept walking and walking. till i arrived at a taxi point. i went straight home.

thanks alot.